Other than processing past traumas, reopening wounds of the past with different knives and eyes, this sums up pretty much my emotions as of late.
My expectations sabotage me. But my therapist says there is a line between not expecting perfection and not allowing others to recreate the mistakes of the past. My past mistakes are allowing men I'm dating/fucking/in love with to do things with others they won't/can't do with me...not fighting for my own rights in relationships, and allowing others to take advantage of me. It's hard to combat that when you are a submissive and it feels like it goes against everything you know to say "I want and need this".
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