On submission, sex, and lonliness

While I try to keep a lot of my personal activities out of this blog, I find myself wanting to share more than comfortable.  My life isn't compatible at the moment with my desires.  I feel a desire to live the life I read in books...and my sexual urges often push me to want to act whorish...or at the least...an ethical slut.  I'll make a larger post tomorrow.  Just wanted to get that out there.