A cold night

I found myself today feeling needy and wanting Sir. I feel bad sometimes messaging him about it though, as I know he is busy and the weekends are the time when he relaxes. I also know deep down that there is nothing he can really do about my feelings of loneliness or needy. Rather than burden him with it, I just tend to be quiet and send him a message every day or so to let him know im thinking of him. But it's hard...and I feel kinda lost. I know I'll see him in January but it doesn't make the days and nights easier.