27 July 2013

Crying...

I screwed up with Sir and I don't know how to remedy it.  The circumstances are not important here, but the mistake I made was with my desire to be better and to not upset him, so it doubly hurt when I failed.  I know I screwed up, but I'm terrified it angered him to the point of him thinking I'm too much to handle and that he's going to feel like I'm not worth dealing with.

I think disappointing your Dominant is probably the most painful thing I've ever felt, even moreso than him yelling at me.  *hides*  I hope he forgives me.  I'd do anything for this to not be the thing that ends us.  :(

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